My eye won't stop
Sleepless laying in your bed,
Dreamlessly wanting to rest
It would be so easy if you were here
here I lie...
Morning comes and I ache
To always be in bed with your smell and
The dips in the memory
When you awoke in the night in pain
Did you know it was coming?
Did you see your life nearing to nothingness?
Or is it bright and beautiful –
a heaven made for you?
My heart still pounding despite your absence
Though I thought it’d stop
In the space you no longer occupy,
I feel loss
in my bones.
When the wind blows and
I can't smell opium lingering on your sweater
And the Palmolive soap